
The following letter was penned by Capt. Ferdinand Dreher (1821-1863) of Co. C, 20th Massachusetts Infantry. Ferdinand was an emigrant from Germany who married in Boston, Massachusetts, in 1857 to Margaret Lacroix. He was badly wounded at the Battle of Balls Bluff but returned to the regiment in time for the Peninsula Campaign. He was wounded again in the Battle of Fredericksburg and never recovered. He died of his wounds on 1 May 1863 as the Lieutenant Colonel of the regiment. Prior to his enlistment, Ferdinand was employed in Boston as a carriage painter.
Ferdinand wrote the letter to a former lieutenant of the regiment, John W. Le Barnes. He shares with him some of the internal politics and jealousies that were common in many regiments, but particularly in the 20th Massachusetts, sometimes called the “Harvard Regiment” because so many of its officers and enlisted men were Harvard men or from the privileged class of Boston society.

[Note: This letter is from the private collection of Greg Herr and was made available for transcription and publication on Spared & Shared by express consent.]
T R A N S C R I P T I O N

Bolivar Heights, Va.
October 8, 1862
Mr. Le Barns, dear sir!

When I joined the regiment in the month of March last, it was in Bolivar and I did find you there in some disagreeable position which was anyhow honorable for you. Since that time I had to go home again to restore myself for another warfare, came back to the regiment, had to march to fight again and at present I find myself on the same place on which I have been six months ago. I suppose it would have been the same profit for me and the country if I had stopped in Boston, waited and then come to Bolivar. What a history we have to make about this war and our regiment. Colonel [William Raymond] Lee is an old, out-played and out-worn sick man but still he is commanding our Brigade.
Lieut. Col. [Francis Winthrop] Palfrey who had the unwise taste to interfere with the Governor’s doings about the officer’s commissions and through that nonsense brought himself into blame and who did trouble you about the negro to whom you gave the liberty, the same Mr. Palfrey is now at home wounded and very likely he has yet not the power to overjump the experienced & brave Lieut. Murphy again as he used to do tree times.

Major [Paul J.] Revere who is wounded too has become a Lieut. Colonel in Sumner’s staff and doesn’t belong anymore to our regiment. Capt. [William F.] Bartlett, the soul & real commander of our 20th is at home a cripple. Capt. [William Lowell] Putnam a cripple too, is recruiting at home and does not want to come back to the regiment, neither as a Major. Then it is to me who comes in the next & so I am commanding—since the last battle—the regiment. But how long will it go so. Why they don’t make a Major, and then, who will it be? Am I in the way? If they know a good, brave man, a abolitionist & a free Republican, I feel proud to serve under such an officer as subaltern and let us have such a one. But if they choose a Beacon Street boy or a Harvard College youth, or overjump me, then I wish you would help me that I will get my discharge as a cripple.
Capt. [Henry Martyn Tremlett has become a Major. Lieut. [Charles Lawrence] Pierson a Lieutenant-Colonel. Lieut. [George E.] Perry has resigned. Lieut. [James Jackson] Lowell is dead. So there are now vacancies for one Major; one Captain, or if Capt. becomes Major, two Captains; two First Lieutenants. Now who will fill those places? Cousinship or business relations? Of course I have nothing to say to those things because I am only acting, and Colonel Lee wants to do the things himself. But if I had the right or the power as a regular field officer, I would give my counsel to it. And this counsel would be not to overjump an officer without he has such an insult to suffer for a charge against him by court martial. Then, otherwise, it makes a bad name of the regiment and it does not raise a good spirit among the men and our friends at home feel sorry about it and will make in time some questions. And this thing so malicious and so unjust has been done in our regiment towards Lieut. Murphy and is there no body who can bring it to the right place??
Lieut. Hirsthaver, Lieut. Panselar & Lieut. Berkwith are sick of the regiment and in body absent. Capt. [Allen] Shephard is brave and right. Capt. [George Adam] Schmitt is now here since a fortnight and is acting Lieut. Colonel. What Capt. [George N.] Macy doesn’t like because before Capt. Schmitt came, Shephard was acting Lieut. Colonel & Macy acting Major. But now Shephard became acting Major and Macy had to go to his company. I tell you, this Macy is a fellow. It is he who brought that fugitive slave in slavery again. Officers and soldiers tell me that he is the whole time in headquarters of the Brigade and does just what he likes.
The new officers made from the ranks—Lieut’s. Alley, Mikey & Willard are good & honest men and they don’t belong to any clique. And if Hirsthouer, Miller, and Panselar, Messer & Beckwith would be here with a good officer corps, which would know what is d’esprit de corps and comradeship, but so I am alone, a half a cripple too with no friends and society. Therefore, I would prefer to work on a railroad as hard laborer. I would have more pleasure and more happiness. Our soldiers are all right. They obey orders & fight very well.
We have sometimes visiting of Boston gentlemen, so is here at present Mr. Rope’s brother, Misses Lee & the younger son of Mr. Lee (Col.)
Company B & C are now very small. We don’t get much recruits & our old soldiers are mostly sick, wounded, killed & deserted. we have every day company drill in the afternoon, Battalion drill under me, [ ] and Shephard. we have to do pickers and the reserve for the pickets.
Our camp is just in the front & centre of the Army Corps. On the edge of a hill in front of us is a valley where our picket line is posted. Sundays we are invited to attend divine worship at the headquarters of our Division Commander Gen. [O. O.] Howard—a very pious man. But generally not much officers & men are going there.
Since I am in the regiment again, I did not hear any news from Boston, neither from my wife, although I send every couple of days letters home. But I got plenty letters of soldiers at home. They want their Descriptive List but they cannot have them without asked for by a state officer or Doctor [William Johnson] Dale.
I am sure you don’t feel sorry that you have left the regiment and you have not only a better time yet, but you are a free man and go by your own mind.
Capt. [Allen] Shephard & Lieut. Murphy send to you their respects and the soldiers in Co. B wish you may remember them. But for myself, you may be sure that I respect you and will always be your, — Ferdinand Dreher












