The following three letters were written by Frederick I. Johnson (1848-1875), the son of Abizer Johnson (1806-1893) and Sarah Woodward (1816-1865) of Turner, Androscoggin county, Maine.

Frederick was only 16 when he enlisted to serve as a drummer boy in Co. D, 31st Maine Infantry. He enlisted 19 February 1864 at the formation of the regiment and was not discharged until 27 July 1865. Though he entered the war as a musician, it seems clear from his letters that illness disabled him for periods of time and he was detailed as a cook’s assistant and a hospital nurse on occasions. One of his letters suggests that he had either damaged or lost his drum which may also account for his duty elsewhere.
Though he survived the war and returned home to work as a shoe salesman, he continued to have poor health and he was admitted to the Home for Disabled Soldiers in Togus, Kennebec county, Maine, in October 1871 suffering from “paralysis” and he died on 23 April 1875.
Letter 1

Place near Petersburg [Virginia]
June 19, 1864
My dear Father and [Mother],
I received your kind letter last eve and was very glad to hear from you but sorry to hear that your health is so poor. Oh, I should like to be with you, my dear Mother and hope that I may be able to by and by. If you will [do] what you can do for me, I think that you can manage to get me out of the show. We have been on a four days march and I am about used up, My dysentery does not get much better. I am very well. My leg aches all of the time and sometimes I think that I shall have to give it up but I keep up as well as I can for it is no place for a man that is sick, so I have to keep up as well as I can. But if I was at home, I should be abed half of the time. You at [home] do not realize anything about what war is. You can [sit] down by the lovely fireplace and talk about war, but you do not know anything about war when you lay on the field with dead Rebs and see the wounded go by on the stretchers. Then you can talk about war.
Oh Mother, if I can get out of this cruel war, it seems as if I never would murmur, let my lot be what it would. I would work early and late and for small pay and I think that by some exertion that I could get my discharge if Father would do all he can and get some good man to work for him. I think that it might be done. There is nothing like trying, you know. And now Mother dear, if you will prevail on Father to try and get some good man that he can trust to work for him on it, I think there might be a chance for my discharge. There was been a number applied for their discharge and I think that they will get them. I am tired and sick of this war and if I can get out of it, I think I should be happy and not murmur at all.
I was glad to read in that letter that you would help me and I hope and trust that you will for I think there is a chance for it and you must put it through and persevere in it. Mother, you know that perseverance conquers all things and I think if you persevere in this, you will conquer, You must talk with Flora and Lewis about it and I think that they will be willing to help all they can. And Lois and Dura, I think they would be willing all be willing and help all they can. I hope and trust that you will try and persevere and do the best you can for your darling boy. And if you conquer, you may rest assured that I will work and do all I can for you. I will work all the time. Oh, how I should like to be at home a looking around and hoeing corn and I hope that I shall be if you will help me all you can.
You spoke about Dan Harlow going back. I don’t think that he will come back. Do you think that Jed will ever come out again? I do not think that he will. Mother, I am getting tired so I must not write much more. Now you see that Father does something about that, won’t you? Be sure and have him do it without fail. From your obedient son, — F. I. Johnson
Remember and have Father do something about that, won’t you?


Letter 2

In the Field near Petersburg [Virginia]
July 24, [1864]
Dear Father and Mother,
I thought this afternoon that I would write you a [few] lines and let you know how I am getting along. I am not very well at the present and in facts have not been well since I came here. I have got the dysentery now and have had it for the last two months, but that is not all. My stomach is very lame but I still keep up with the regiment and am at cooks helping him what I can and it is pretty hard work to lug water in them big camp kettles, I tell you. I think I do full as much as I am able to and a little more. But when I get so I cannot lug at all, then I shall leave them.
There has been boys sent to the hospital that was not any sicker than I am but I shall stand it as long as I can. If Dr. Trafton was here, I think he would do something for me or else send me to the hospital. You said Benj. was at home. When did he get home and when is he coming back? Tell him when he comes back that I want him to come over to the 9th Corps and see me for I want to see him much. How is he—very poor or not? Is he fat or poor? and does he look just as he always did? I hope he does and I hope he feels better than I do too. If he does not, he does not feel very well nor I can assure you for I feel very poorly.
You said in your last letter that Father was at work down to Auburn. Who is he to work for down there? Is he able to [go] out haying? If he is not able to work, he had better not work much. Oh I wish I could be there at work in haying. I understand that Hiram Conant is at home at work out haying for three dollars a day.
Well there has got to be some more come out of Old Turner yet. This last call will take about all of them that is able bodied and I should not wonder it took [ ] and Lewis. If Lewis is drafted, what will Flora do? She will feel bad, won’t she. Anyone must feel bad to have their friends come into this awful war.
I received in your last letter a two dollar bill and I tell you, it done my soul good. But two dollars does not go very far here now I can tell you. I bought me a little butter and made me a little toast and I tell you it tasted good. Things are most high out here. If it was so you could send me a box, I should like [it] but I do not know as you could without costing considerable. But they say that a box will come right through straight to City Point and then come up on the teams, There has been boxes come. If you do not send a box. Please send me a five dollar bill and I will send you back as much more when we get paid off. They say we shall get paid now pretty soon and I shall send some home. I think you will get some anyhow on the allotment roll.
Ted Chase has come on and I thought strange that either you nor Lizzie did not send me anything to eat. I tell you that a biscuit from Maine would taste good or anything else, it would not matter much. I wonder if I would not like a piece of Flora’s cheese and a good piece of brown bread? If it would not, I do not know what would. When a man has money, he can make out to live. You can get cheese here but it is no such cheese as Flora makes now, I tell you. I should like to have a piece of her cheese to eat tonight. I believe it would taste good, but I can’t eat fat boiled pork and hard bread as I am now. That is decided. If I can’t get money nor grub from home, I will have to go without eating. Now you must send me some money or else send me a box of grub and I don’t know but I shall have to have a drum esnt from home if I can get it through and I guess I can. There is a drum that William Jones has got that Peroe says is sold cheap and is a good drum if it’s the one that I think it is.
How do the folks all get along round there? All right I suppose. I hope so enjoying themselves. Well, I am getting tired and must close. Now write as soon as you get this, won’t you? From your affectionate son, — F. I. Johnson


Letter 3

9th Army Corps Hospital
City Point, [Virginia]
October 24th [1864]
My dear Father and Mother,
I received your kind letter this morning and was much pleased to hear that you was so well and Father too. I am glad that his health is so good. My health is very good at the present time and I trust that it will remain so.
You said that you had not got any of my letters. I do not see why you have not got them. I wrote you the last time that I got a letter from you and I got his letter this morning and am answering it now and I shall answer every letter that I get from you. It does me good to he a letter from home now, I can tell you. I do not see why we do not get paid off. I have not been paid off since I left the state. What little money I got from home is all the money that I have had since I left home. You seem to be very anxious about that six dollars that you sent me, I got that all right and should like to have some more. I do not see any signs of my being paid off yet awhile but when it comes, it will be good and I shall send the most of it home. I hope that we shall get paid off soon anyhow. I am in need of a little money now for I am all out.
I got a letter from Benj. some time ago and answered it the same day but have not got an answer from it yet but still I hope o get one from him and from Horace also. I wrote to him some time ago but have received no answer from him but I think that they will both answer my letters sometime—at least they ought to. And I think they will sure for they must know that I want to hear from them and all the rest of my friends. I had a letter from Win Allen the other day and answered that the same day that I got his. I was very glad to hear from him and to hear that he was enjoying himself so well. I love to enjoy myself when I can and I enjoy myself here as well as could be expected but it is no pleasant job to nurse in the hospital when there are sick and wounded in the hospital. But then a man will soon get used to that and then they do not care anything about it. But I cannot help feeling for them poor sick fellows. I think that I ought to be thankful for so good health as I have where there are so many that are so much worse than I am.
Do you think that Jed will come out here again or not? Tell him that I am alright and that he must write to me often for that is all he has got to do is to write. And he must not think strange of not getting an answer from me for I have considerable and I shall write to him pretty soon. If you could send me three or four dollars, I think that I could get along with that till I get paid off. Tell the girls to write to me, all of them, and I will answer them. I cannot write any more this time. — F. J. Johnson
I want you to give this little book to Charlie and read it to him and let him read it too. Tell him that he must be a good boy and ming his mother and do all that he can to help her and he will be rewarded. I am going to send another one of these books in the next letter. I wrote to Lois the other day and expect to have one by and by. I guess that she is a good sister and she will write to her brother in the army, I know.
Well, mother, I must not write anymore this morning for it is getting late and I am getting tired so I guess I must close. So goodbye for the present. From your son, — F. J. Johnson






























